I’m so lazy now that going from on my computer with the bedside lamp turned on to on my computer with the bedside lamp turned off seems like a huge feat to me.
Wishes are full of nonsense.
They drift into my head constantly
but never stick.
They just float on by-
a mere portion of a thought,
easily blown away by whatever other subject is taking over my mind
Look at me sweetly and talk with me until the morning light
Or slam me up against the wall and kiss me hard
Just as long as you remember I’m here
I think this is the strongest case of infatuation I’ve ever had. I am freaking out. I don’t know why my body is reacting this way. I keep shuddering and my stomach is in knots and my thoughts are tangled and I feel like laughing and screaming at the same time. What the hell is this?
Because when I wasn’t smiling as much as I usually do,
you led me to the corner of the room,
pressed your cheek against mine,
and muttered in my ear:
“I’m always here if you need a friend”
Then you pulled me into your embrace
and I sat there soaking you in,
wishing this wasn’t something you did for all of your pals.
Because when I asked my friend to teach me to waltz,
you heard me and came running across the room so that you could cut in.
What do I do with a boy that I can’t fit into words?
Nor strokes of a paintbrush?
I can’t express how you make me feel
and that scares me.